Something happened on Sunday.
To some, they might think "I have been chanting so much, why din Gohonzon answer my prayers?" and then most likely these people will stop chanting and discontinued their faith. At that point of time, my faith is being tested. But for me, I did not think this way, instead, I will continue my prayers and continue to seek and believe in this faith. I keep telling myself that there must be a reason why this happened.

After meeting up with Suyi, I finally understand why it din turn out the way I want. Imagine, if I were to get it so easily, it is not a victory. Actually when I think back, I am glad that I din get it this time round. My faith was tested at that point of time and I am glad I have overcome it (:

If its the old shoonie, I will still be very upset and will be crying for days and will feel very demoralized.

"Nichiren Daishonin states in the Gosho "To accept is easy; to continue is difficult"

But Buddhahood lies in continuing faith. Those who uphold this sutra and practice the correct teaching should be prepared to meet difficulties. "

And to be very very honest, I am very happy that I took up this faith.