I should have done this topic last year instead of some exhibition thingy. @#$%^&*

Was smiling on my way to school after my PP presentation. lols.

Now I can happily go to cruise with my family and kitkat (yes kitkat is going but my dad is sharing room with us. lols)

Gonna buy SHOES AND COSMETICS!!!! WOOT!!!!!! We will be stopping by in KL on the 2nd day. I already planned where to go, going to Pavilion.


The ____ is next end month i think. Well, most likely. I am very happy that my friends and my mum supported me. Some of my friends said I have that ___________ look and they believe that I can make it. Well, I hope the _______ think the same way as my friends. I pray for another victory next month.

I was working morning shift on Saturday (25th Oct) and as usual, I have to reach the counter by 10.20am. I noticed that OG had already put up Christmas decoration at the basement. Usually I will be very happy to see Christmas decoration and I have always loved Christmas season cos its like a happy season.

Unfortunately now, it simply reminds me of the day my beloved grandma passed away. She left us on 23rd Dec '08. My family and I spent our Xmas Eve and Xmas Day at the funeral. I still miss her a lot. Sometimes I dreamt about her and cried in my dreams, when I woke up, I will feel extremely upset about it. There is nothing I could do now but to send my daimoku to her. She is the one who taught me to cook fried rice (and I am so so so proud of the fried rice I cooked, so delicious. lol)

I remembered when I was young, while I was playing with my sisters in my mum's room, she made butter and sugar sandwich and milo for us. She would bring it upstairs a few times for us to eat. She did not complain, she was 70plus at that time. During Lantern Festival, my cousin, my sisters and I would play in the garden. There was a stone table in the garden and after we got sick of carrying the lanterns around, we started to burn the lantern and play with candles on the stone table. End up, my grandma will have to scrap off those candle wax on the stone table the next day. She did scold us for doing it but we still repeat the same thing every year (until I was 14).


I love you grandma.


Actually I enjoy talking to elderly people. It is actually quite interesting.Some of the customers I served are elderly people and I will communicate with them in Teochew . I remember there was this very very old woman (about 90plus years old) , she used to sell tissue outside Centrepoint. So whenever I walked past and if I see her, I will give her $2 or $5 and take a packet of tissue and she would smile at me. She But I haven seen her for like 6months. I guess..she is gone.



I checked that forum just now and to my horror, I might have to go for the ______ in late November. There is no ____ in Dec. SHIT!!!!! I am not prepared to go for the ______ in Nov. But I guess, I just have to do it before I regret.

Start eating yogurt,fruits, vegetables and NO FRIED FOOD in Nov. Which means after the cruise trip, I have to watch my diet. FCUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!