My 2nd sister read the entry which I posted about my grandma and she decided to post one too in my blog. Here it goes..

" I don’t have a blog, so just to share my part of story on Grandma to post it on your bloggie.
Like you, when i received the call on the news, I didn’t cry. I didn’t know react to either. I was sleeping at that time, awaken by that fateful call. It wasn’t much later when I was in Kevin’s car and I heard this song that struck my tears to flow. Its: “ Close to you” and the lyrics went: Why do birds suddenly appear, everytime you walk by? Just like me, they longed to be close to you. On the day when you were gone, the angels got together, and decided to create a dream come true…

I was the last to reach the hospital to see her the last time and why, when I called her she had no response.
I saw Grandma in my dreams 2 nights back. She came to visit us, she look healthy and strong, and told me she misses us. I hate it, I hate the fact I could only see her in dreams. I didn’t know it would be that painful to lose a kin, I thought it happened only in dramas. What pained me is not the fact that she passed away, it is the fact that I am not able to see her anymore be it how much I wanted to. Now, I still think that the day at the crematory is not a reality.

I remember when we were very young, she used to go AMK central and buy me Mac – fillet O fish without tartar sauce. She liked it this way. And the Maggie noodle she liked to cook for me without adding its seasoning cos she has her own style, and yes, that sofa area she used to sit, how I wish I could see her sitting there again.."

I wish she would visit me in my dreams too. My sister said my grandma is happy,strong and most importantly HEALTHY in the dream. I hope its true
But whatever it is,

/love grandma
/hug and kiss grandma