Haven been blogging for quite some time and...I think I have a lot to say.

My dearest ah ma passed away peacefully on 23rd Dec 2007. It is a pity that I din get to see her for the last time. I had chingay training that day,i received a phone call from my eldest sister at abt 7.30pm. Was actually planning to go drink some coffee with Plo.



I headed home straight. When my sister told me the news over the phone, I din cry. I duno how to react, its only when I get home, I started looking for her photograph in the cupboard, that is the moment when I started crying.



I know it is a relief for her becos her health is not good (she had foot infection and it leads to other things too) But I just cld not accept the fact that she is gone. Images of her keep appearing in my mind.

Right now my house is a lot quieter now, no more maid(my aunt decided to send her back cos we dun need her anymore as my grandma is gone) , no more grandma. My aunt and my cousin will be moving out soon. Sighs. I enjoy living in a big family (alright I duno if I phrase it correctly. but what I am trying to say is, I like to stay with my aunt, uncle and cousins.) Sorry my bad, my English is BAD! lols. TIME TO READ MORE BOOKS!!!!!

Lately, my parents want to buy a new set of sofa. Seriously, I don't wanna change the sofa. It still looks new and clean. Alright that is not the point. The real reason is, my grandma used to sit at that particularly spot on the L-shape sofa. In the past whenever I walked past that area, I will look at her and greet her. She used to sit there and watch TV. But now, she no longer sits there. ):
I miss her , I miss her cooking, I miss the way she calls me. I have been living with her since young. She is the one who taught me how to cook fried rice. She taught me many things.

When I was younger, we would go out together. Normally lao ren jia tends to walk slower, I would always slow down , hold her hand and walked with her and she will always say "Weiwei is so a good girl." in teochew.

Back in the old house, sometimes I sleep with her, at night I would wake up and cover blanket for her.

Was talking to my mum while I was blogging this. I started crying (as usual). Now my eyes are like goldfish's eyes. RED and SWOLLEN. She said I should feel happy for my grandma because she passed away peacefully and could live till 87 years old. She no longer need to suffer the pain.

So ppl, treasure the ones around you especially your loved ones. (: